I haven't been doing much blogging lately as there aren't enough minutes in the day to get everything done. Calla came down with a bad cold a couple of days ago. For someone in perfect health this would be no big deal but she is asthmatic. We spent a lot of the night before last up with her working on her breathing. We avoided the emergency room and today she was feeling much better. The thought of taking her into Emergency actually had me sick to the stomach. It has never been a bad experience with Calla. In the past she has received a ventolin treatment and then we have left. The last time I was there however, I was with Georgia. Watching Calla struggling to breathe has always been difficult but now I find it torture.
I let her go to school today because she did seem significantly better and it was picture day but I had my cell phone next to me at all times. I even debated calling the school at one point to ask how she was. Wow! I really am starting to feel crazy! Did I mention that the school is across the street?! Can't really get much closer!
It has been another long day and despite the fact that there is more fundraising stuff to do and there is a load of laundry waiting to be folded, I think that I may take a break and watch Grey's Anatomy. The PVR is all set up and it is my favorite show! In fact, it's kind of the only show that I really watch. I'm kind of excited now!
Love to you all,
Kristen
What a great idea for a fundraiser, Kristen!!
ReplyDeleteNoone can blame you for being more sensitive to Calla and her breathing....completely natural-we all worry about our kids but after Georgia you are going to have a different level of anxiety. Know that it is totally understandable and YOU ARE NOT CRAZY!! (not anymore than you already were before this year anyway!) :-)
ReplyDeleteI know when we chatted you had only ordered a few ladies tops (long sleeved) so I didn't want to 'take one' from anyone who was there volunteering etc. but if you have more I would LOVE to buy one, along with ones for the girls of course! If you can let me know if you have enough that would be awesome.
I hope Calla is feeling better today and I hope the anxiety you feel can lessen somewhat, for your own sake...you already must be drained from everything and having another precious little one to worry about is so hard.
I hope you were able to escape into Grey's, even if it is only for a short time. We are thinking of you always. Hugs, Em